Where the hell have I been these past few months? That's the mentality I've adopted. I knew NOTHING of what was going on and I take full responsibility for that but how did all this shit slip past my radar. I had NO idea that the shit was going to hit the fan this way. I had no clue this was coming. Part of me wonders if I would've realized or believed it was coming if I had had more of an idea of everything. When did life get this complicated? When did things start going so terribly wrong? I miss the days when things were simple, when things like this couldn't even be imagined by ANYONE, let alone acted upon...I just don't know.